But Then You Weren't

Suddenly,
Life was dead.
My thoughts were blank,
Yet panicking.

"I'm not ready, okay?"
You had said.
No, it wasn't okay.
How could it be?

You were never one
For stupid questions
But a lot was changing
So you might as well, too,
Right?

My heart was racing
And so were the tears on my face
Because you weren't like this
Why did it all have to change now?
After everything in the past two years,
Now you wanted to change.





You're just as bad as I am.